Everything's been really sucky lately..
Work's been quite okay. Just that I've no fucking idea why those idiots from the other section are so bothered by my presence and actions.
WHY?
Cause they my in-charge knows my every move? And just how did she? Cause they told her. And somehow whenever I look up I see 'em looking at me. I'll be llike is there any problem with me? cause all I did was do some paper work. I think it's perfectly fine and it's totally within my job scope? Whatever~
Sales has been quite okay? Slowly building up my regulars.. =) I just so so so hope sales would get better . So pay will get higher. So school fees can saave faster! =D
Sigh~
Haven't been able to sleep lately. Can lie on the bed or hours but yet not go deep into sleep. I don't know why. All of 'em are saying I'm thinking alot. I'm not. I'm really not. I'm feeling comfy just don't know why my body is reacting this way. And I'm just so awake.
I reckon it's the pressure I'm facing.
"Just when I thought you were..., but it seems..." Been hearing so much of it lately. That I don't know what I should do.
I'm this. As well as that. It's nothing good at all. If it's everything bad, then what is it to treasure? What is it to enjoy and be happy about?
I know I'm bad at everything..
There's so much I wanna say. If i try to talk about it, quarrels will start. When I don't, quarrels will start as well. Nothing I do is right. It's always wrong.
My fault. Just when will all the bad thing end. I'm so afraid I'll kill myself one day soon. Cause I'm not able to take things easy anymore.
Work's been quite okay. Just that I've no fucking idea why those idiots from the other section are so bothered by my presence and actions.
WHY?
Cause they my in-charge knows my every move? And just how did she? Cause they told her. And somehow whenever I look up I see 'em looking at me. I'll be llike is there any problem with me? cause all I did was do some paper work. I think it's perfectly fine and it's totally within my job scope? Whatever~
Sales has been quite okay? Slowly building up my regulars.. =) I just so so so hope sales would get better . So pay will get higher. So school fees can saave faster! =D
Sigh~
Haven't been able to sleep lately. Can lie on the bed or hours but yet not go deep into sleep. I don't know why. All of 'em are saying I'm thinking alot. I'm not. I'm really not. I'm feeling comfy just don't know why my body is reacting this way. And I'm just so awake.
I reckon it's the pressure I'm facing.
"Just when I thought you were..., but it seems..." Been hearing so much of it lately. That I don't know what I should do.
I'm this. As well as that. It's nothing good at all. If it's everything bad, then what is it to treasure? What is it to enjoy and be happy about?
I know I'm bad at everything..
There's so much I wanna say. If i try to talk about it, quarrels will start. When I don't, quarrels will start as well. Nothing I do is right. It's always wrong.
My fault. Just when will all the bad thing end. I'm so afraid I'll kill myself one day soon. Cause I'm not able to take things easy anymore.
