All I know Is everything is not as it's sold but the more I grow the less I know And I have lived so many lives Though I'm not old And the more I see, the less I grow The fewer the seeds the more I sow
Then I see you standing there Wanting more from me And all I can do is try Then I see you standing there Wanting more from me And all I can do is try
I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness And all the real people are really not real at all The more I learn, the more I learn The more I cry, the more I cry As I say goodbye to the way of life I thought I had designed for me
Then I see you standing there Wanting more from me And all I can do is try Then I see you standing there I'm all I'll ever be But all I can do is try
Try
All of the moments that already passed We'll try to go back and make them last All of the things we want each other to be We never will be And that's wonderful, and that's life And that's you, baby This is me, baby And we are, we are, we are, we are Free In our love We are free in our love
Yeap.. All I can only do is try.. ='(
before i forget... HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST LING!!!!!
7:13 AM
Saturday, March 29, 2008 -
Slept for like only 2hrs? Than had to wake up and go work at 1100!
Was feeling so tired. Having headach? Yea.. Had yaki udon for lunch and a choc ice-blended. I wanted a choc milkshake! But that cheena bitch gave me a ice blanded? Never mind!
Didn't feel very good.
Went out to smoke. So down. When one girl walked up to me and asked for a donation. Well, thing's wasn't really going well for me. So I donated 2bucks, hoping to do a small good deed, hoping things will get better. =)
After work walked down to Paragon meet Lin pass her cash. Chilled for a lil while. Something weird happen lah!
We were talking when an uncle sat beside me and asked if he could know me. Lin looked at him and said 'no'. His smile immediately disappeared and gave us a stern look. And started screwing us. Shouting obscenities at us!
We quicking ran to the other side of the staircase man!
Than he talked to 3 girls on rollerblades giving out ketjus gummies. Lin quickly call out to 'em and told 'em not to talk to him. Than those girls were like saying yea, the uncle were like asking 'em what're they doing there. Than even COMPLAINED to 'em we very dao don't wanna make friend wit him! Crap!
Ok. I lefted at about 1700?
Went home to sleep..
Got woken up at 2100? Asked mummy call me up ay 2100 but she didn't. Heng Yen smart call my house. Else die le lo! Ha. So I quickly went to prepare and stuffs.
Than Kelvin said he wanna join me. So I waited for him to come lo.
Went to meet Yen at 2330. Crap and stuffs when Kelvin came at 0015? Yea. Tha nheaded down to Gotham liao. Was so super packed can. Didn't really have the mood there. So me and Kelvin went over to the other side and had some alcohol.
Had a jug of Vodka Redbull and a Flaming lamborghini where we shared together. =)
Than went back to dance floor.
Saw Shine there!!!!! and we dance together. Than she complained wanna go buy drink so out we went, over the bridge and went to 7eleven. After buying drink went to the ladies to pee. Yea. I nearly died in the toilet cause there wasn't any tissue and I couldn't pee without it!!!!
Lucky Shine had tissue.
Alright. Went back to club. Took the lift. Saw Shine talking to her buddy? And somehow I remembered I saw him talking to L at MOS while I was dancing with him!
Somehow God made me see him yesterday. Hinting me he's not worth me thinking about. Than God sent me a chance today.. So what is what?..
Was so bored. Me and Kelvin went to drink again! And shit, they wanted check my IC lah! I actually it wit hYen lor! So I had to walked all the way back to the dancefloor and take my IC. When I passed it him he even asked my whats my IC number and where I stay! Nabey! I'm legally 18!
So now we actually had a cup of AK47? They say it's strong or whatever but I couldn't feel it. So the bartender was like saying our next order he'll make it stonger! ha~
When club was over. Someone tapped me. And I saw Kelvin. Not the Kelvin that was with me but the Kelvin who was my ex bf. Ha!
After Gotham we went over to MOS!
So sorry Yen, Ling & Shine! Sorry we couldn't send u guys back! SORRY~! Cause we were going to MOS. Sorry ah!
Ok. Saw Kelvin there again.
Had a jug of lime Vodka there. Yea. Bored lah! MOS! But L wasn't there. Duh~! Yea. So after club went to chill and stuffs already. And I admit, I was high..
10:50 AM
Friday, March 28, 2008 -
Went to work. Super tired. Crap and stuffs.
After work Lin went to meet friend. Darling picked me from work at Paragon. Than went to have dinner. After dinner we went to Cine and bought tickets for movie. Yea.
While waiting we went to O2 at Wisma buy my moisturiser. Than walked back to Cine. Shopped a lil while. Darling bought a new pair of shoe for me. Yippee! Ha..
Went for movie at 2120. Watched 'The Orphanage'. It was a really nice show! Really cool.
After movie went to the make a report 1st. Than headed home to change and head down to Boat Quay meet Maybelline.
Yeap.
Drank. Talked. Blah blah blah.. Lotsa shit crap. I've been feeling so down n crappy. After drink went to try geting in some club but couldn't cause Lin wasn't of age. So headed down to 'The Arena' and dance there. Was darn crap. No mood and atmosphere one!
Darling came pick me up and went home liao.
5:40 AM
Wednesday, March 26, 2008 -
I couldn't wait to club. Cause I couldn't wait to see 'em!
Was chatting with Vid and Lin. And I just couldn't stop talking about it.. Save me.
Ok. So plan was to head home prepare after work at 1700. Vid would be heading to bf house bath and take shoe than come over my house look me up.
While waiting went for dinner with Alvin.
After that rushed home to meet Vid. Loan her my NEW DRESS. Plus my NEW STOCKINGS which I just wore TODAY and a tube from M)phosis. Yea.. Than open my NEW bottle of CHIVAS. Whatever~
Than brother fetched me to pick Yen and Qun up and headed down to MOS.
Was crap. Saw that stupid malaysian uncle again. Vid wanted to entertain him for drinks and cab fare. Darn~ End up it become my duty to entertain. CRAP~ Heng the ang moh helped me. Though L wasn't here to help me this week, there was this ang moh. But I didn't like it.. ='( I want him!!!!!
Ok. Had a jug from uncle. A cup from Josh. Thanks guys for the drinks!
Than Kai Da picked me up from the club. Sorry brother! Made you wait for me outside club for 1hr plus yea? Sorry sorry~!
I didn't enjoy at all. I was close to tears. Every week someone just have to cheat my feelings and not turning up at the club. Though there's always something better that happens, but I just didn't like it!
Gab dua me, L turn up. But I wasn't happy e least bit. Till I expected L presence.... L dua me, Josh turn up, but I wasn't happy e least bit, N yes, I DON'T expect Josh presence next week though!
Save me. I'm dying.. .. ..
5:36 AM
Tuesday, March 25, 2008 -
1. At what age do u wish to marry? ~ 25
2. What I want the most now. ~ To be able to make a wish come true
3. Who is the person you trust most. ~ I trust everybody!
4. Do you think you have enough confident. ~ Duh no!
5. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be? ~ For him to die at love in my hands.
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain. ~ Nope. I've never been that lucky
7. What are you afraid to lose the most now. ~ My gfs! None of 'em must leave!
8. Do you believe in eternity love. ~ Perhaps?..
9. If you meet someone that you love, will you confess to him? ~ I've got no idea.. But I doubt I will..
10. List 3 good points of the person who tagged you. ~ Cindee: Caring, Protective & FUN!
11. What are the requirements you wish from the other half? ~ I wont get sick looking at him. Most importantly is that he gotta be romantic!
12. What type of person do you hate the most. ~ People who scolds me.. ='(
13. Do you cherish every single of ya friendship. ~ Yea of cause!!!!!!
14. Do you believe in God? Nah~
15. What do you see in the future. Being a tai tai. =)
16. Do you find it a need to have a bf/gf? ~ NO!
17. At this point of time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new. ~ Comfort zone.
18. What kind of friend you hope to be in your friend's eyes. ~ Someone who loves 'em.
19. If you have a chance, which part of ya character would you like to change. ~ None. This's what makes me who I am.
20. What'd you expect from people around you. ~ appreciate me! =)))
Instructions: Remove 1 questions from below, and add in your personal question. Make it a total of 20 questions, than tag 8 people in ya list. List 'em out at the end of this post. Notify 'em in thier chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.
Whoever lah! I don't link people how to ask them do!
12:34 AM
Monday, March 24, 2008 -
WORK WORK WORK!
This is what we usually do at work when we've got nothing better to do rather keep running out to smoke. =)
12:25 AM
Sunday, March 23, 2008 -
Gabriel says: hello
❤Lynn - I don't know why but I miss you.. WED - DBL O than to MOS says: hi
Than blah blah blah talking shit stuffs.. Than he continued once more.. =)
❤Lynn - I don't know why but I miss you.. WED - DBL O than to MOS says: now i hearing lo =)
Gabriel says: i love his voice
❤Lynn - I don't know why but I miss you.. WED - DBL O than to MOS says: his really good
Gabriel says: hehe yea he make rnb so nice
❤Lynn - I don't know why but I miss you.. WED - DBL O than to MOS says: yeap
Gabriel says: keke
Gabriel says: no one no one no one
Gabriel says: can get in the way of wad i feel for u
Gabriel says: ^^
❤Lynn - I don't know why but I miss you.. WED - DBL O than to MOS says: ....
❤Lynn - I don't know why but I miss you.. WED - DBL O than to MOS says: whats that suppose to mean lol
Gabriel says: i miss u
❤Lynn - I don't know why but I miss you.. WED - DBL O than to MOS says: as if..
9:24 AM
Saturday, March 22, 2008 -
Yes..
I've finally gotten back to working life? Less time with friend, less time for shopping. MORE time with bfs. Cause.. they'll meet me after work chill lah. Nice timing some more. Yea. I'm getting bored liao lor.
Dinner after work. Movie after work. Duh~
Yea. Darlings are too busy for me.
I guess this days I'm seeing and experiencing the same shit lo.
Wake up at 0900. Start work at 1100. End work at 1900. Movie/Dinner/Home/Chill. Than home.. Duh~ Wed will be clubbing like crap?
Guess nowadays all I long for is only one thing. Which is for Wed to come..
Been really stressed at work. Boss happy happy come. Than go ready. Than knowing they'll come back I'll wait. But always come back after 2hrs or so later when I go for smoking break. It affects me lah! Knowing they'll start looking at me from another angle since I'm always gone when they're back. But who ask so wrong timing?!
That was what happened today!
Forget it...
Left at 1600 where darling came pick me up. Went to city plaza do my hair. Darling left after that to collect his car from work shop. Yea. Must be thinking what car he driving yea? Was driving his friend's Jaguar lah. Duh~
Was not very happy with my hair! The lady doing my hair simply had NO ORIGINALITY & NO CREATIVITY! Highlights were done in such a standard way lah crap! Previous time were so much better cause highlights were done in a messy way and it was nice. Now? CRAP~ I don't know what to do with it!
After thatw ent to my house there coffee shop eat dinner. Than headed down to dam. Chill till about 2400 when I said I wanted to go home. Yea..
Will everyday be Wed?.. At least I'll definately be really happy for a day in a wk? At least I'll be rid of stress on that day? At least it'll be full of fun on that day? At least there's nothing to worry or think about that day?
Yeap~ Hope your doing well there in HK my dearest Chris! I'm not doing good! So I hope you are! Well, hope you and ya colleagues are getting along well now yea? Misses. =)
12:32 AM
Wednesday, March 19, 2008 -
Was at work. Vid was so super late as usual..
Nothing special happened lor..
All the while was discussing where to club tonight! Wanted so much to get into DBL O. Only 3girls say can. Others including my dearest brother who used to work there said must be 21 to be able to enter.
So both of us stress lo don't know where to go.
Yea.
Left work at 1930 and went over to Taka. Gave Felicia Sam's number cause she got Sam to buy so much stuffs from company ut didn't give her her number.
Than waited for Vid end work at 2000 before heading home together.
Went to O2 skin first at Wisma.
Yeap. Main aim aws to get moisturizer. End up I got smoething else. I got myself more pissed!
Cause remeber I said that day I bought alotta stuffs there? Yea. I didn't get moisturiser cause the promoter siad I DIDN'T have to! Essence alone was good anough. I even asked her you sure? Standard skin care range includes a standard moisturiser! Fine. I thought different brand got different way of making their products.
Asked Samantha yesterday and she said I had to.
Today. This promoter said I was suppose to get a moisturiser! Plus, I didn't need to use essence at all since my face was still good! Great huh? I asnte like 59bucks on that stupid essence? Even if I could trade it down I would lose 10bucks? Duh~
Talk about trading..
I wasn't inform that the buy 1 get 1 free shit hor, the free one can get other products as long as the price is same or lower! Yeap. If you remembered, I got 2 of each!!!! 2 cleansing form, 2 toner, 2essence, 2 sun block and 2 make up base! Cool ah! And I spent 200+ over can? When I could have spend lesser!
Was having so many WRONG consultation from promoters! Darn you guys. Don't know say don't know! Don't hai me lah!
So the promoter at Wisma ask me call up AMK supervisor. I call up when me and Vid parted to get home. Yes. She was nice not remembering the part where she cuts me from talking 1/2 way and go "you listen you listen.."
Yes. So What she suggested to me was, I bring my receipt and products down to meet her tomorrow. She will gimma a full detailed CORRECT consultation. And she'll allow me change whatever wrong products I bought to the rights one.
Best shit's here. Guess what? I ask her when is convenient for her. So she being nice and wanna give in to me since I'm her costumer and her stuff has donw something wrong, she allowed me to make the decision.
I simply told her I was working from 1100-1900. She could tell me " Huh, so sorry. I work only till 1900. Morning can?" I said okay asking her what time and was deciding to go down beforw work. She told me earliest 1030 cause that's when she'll reach the outlet.
Hey hey, you dont't seem to get ya facts right?.. Who is dying to meet who get things right? You right? Why am I leeting you take advantage of me? FORGET IT! I said Okay! Plus. I said I'll try. If can't make it I'll send her a sms saying I can't lor!
Okay. Finally reached home. Full of anger. More of stress. Cause today go clubbing like kinda cockup lah! Only got Vid and me. So I've kinda given up hope on girls. Went to look for my bfs instead.
End up while I was deciding, Kai da said he was below. So quickly eat and change and stuffs than went down le.
Yes. End up he never go lor! Last minute gotta work at 0500. End up only fetch me and Vid there than zao ready.
Okay. W had to make the best of the situation so just went in first.
Going through the bouncer stage was the best shit. He was so super funny. Ha. He asked me really wanna go in? I said yea.. Than he asked you really wanna chops? I said yea.. Than he asked again you want chops or chop? LOL~
End up went in. Was super bored. No cuties!
Stupid Vid seduced all the indian man and all of 'em were around us! Got me fucking involved.. Was so bored we decided to get a drink. Fucking hell went all the way out and draw 50bucks out. I paid FIRST!
After drinking went to dance lo. Bored de lor! Went out to smoke when 1guy stopped me. Asked where I was going and wanted my number. I rejected lah fuck. Old lor! Than he asked what I wanna drink. Just fucking told him a cranberry vodka and he got it for me.
LOL~
But he was like so touchy and fucking irritating. Yea.
Than there was this 3 super hotties beside us saw me and Vid. And kept looking at us with those kinda look that says 'I wanna help you' kind. Ha! Thre enough one of 'em had his arms around my shoulders and asked if we needed help.
Than he pulled us into his group of 3 and started "protecting" us. Sweet can?
Than was dancing when Sandy tapped me. So started dancing together. And she was like comlaining there's this girl whose super lao lan? I don't know.. Than I kpo say wanna see lah. I wanna play lah. LOL~ Than they asked me I dance good not? Butt bi anough not? LOL~
Than i was being lead to the girl's back and I started dancing like mad?
One of 'em had to like had her hands on my shoulder to push me against that bitch? People around us were like looking as if we were having a dance compeitition. HA~
Was super ired. Went back to my clique. I had fun lah. The 3 hotties were hot lah! And Yea! The fucking look like JAPANESE! Fair fair one.. Me and Vid were like going crazy? Heh.
After club went home and sleep liao. LOL~
And yea, on my way home at like 4plus? The supervisor texted me saying she on childcare leave cause baby suddenly sick? ...
I had a super fun day w/o you basterd. And yea, thanks for not replying when I'm always replying ya msgs? Cause not having ya existense make the presense of the hotties! You fucking faggot. I aint talking to you anymore. Ha~!
6:11 AM
Tuesday, March 18, 2008 -
Today lucky working at Takashimaya! Cause darling Samantha working there today too! Relief for 1 day only. Ha.
Yea. I was late for work I admit. Ha! After putting my bag in locker went to look for Samantha. Super happy! Ha..
Yea.
Was with her friend Felicia. Texted Vid and she was so busy. So had to wait for Vid to finish doing her stuffs. Than she'll come with Maybelline meet us up and go lunch. Cause Vid was so super interested and excited about meeting Samantha. Cause wants to ask about asking her do nail extention for her.
Ha. Was chilling with the girls lo. And was playing with the '1 day tattoo eye liner'. Sam started drawing on my hand to test it out. And soon it become tattoo drawing for us girls!
Maybelline called.
Ha. Was suppose to wait lah. End up Maybelline was like so hungry. Than Vid was gonna be darn late. So Maybelline came over to meet me, Sam and Felicia for lunch at Cine Leisure.
Had this beef fried rice. Was kinda good lah actually.
After eating went to 'Cheers' get bottle drink. Was sitting outside drinking and smoking. Than I said I wanna go get shoe.
I was suppose to buy it ages ago can?! Cause my shoe is like so fucking tattered and torn! Than Maybelline offered to go with me. So went up to tinkerbell and started looking around.
End up both of us bought shoes! Cause our shoe both super CMI liao. Ha~
End up we both super cute. Paid for the shoe, wore the shoe, put our old shoe in the box and zao! Look at our new shoe can!.. LOL~ There're both different designs actually. Heh~ End up went back. Work a lil while. Strated chilling again. And yea, back to drawing! Cause Sam's expectation is like so darn high that she wasn't satisfied with her first attempt and wanna do it all over.
This time a nicer ring tattoo on my finger and a rose. =)
Yea. After work darling Sam helped me shape my brows. Than went to get dinner. Than head home le. So sad. Cause don't know when we'll be meetin again liao lo!
Thna after work went to meet Serena. Called me down to 555 cause she wanna look at tattoo. So went to take a straight bus down with Vid.
Chilled there a lil while before leaving. Stupid Ivan say will come back. End up never come back also never say. IDIOT~
So leave 555 lo. Went to Serena house downsair smoke a stick and talk shit. Modelling Uncle called. Made alotta noise. Cause I wasn't able to meet him for quite a few times. Say I not serious and stuffs lah. End up not meeting le. Cause was suppose meet him. Told him around 2200. End up I forget. LOL~ So chilled with Serena till about 2330? Than took a bus back home liao.
Than Uncle called again to say wanna meet. Yea. So I reached my house below wait for him. He super late can. Than went to AMK drive throuh Mac there and discussed about it.
Yea. Modelling is so dark inside. I don't know if I should do it...
2:29 AM
Sunday, March 16, 2008 -
Went for Uncle Mark's wedding. =)
After wedding, went to AMK. Wanted to go O2 skin get my skin care. All fnishing soon. Some more I got the 50% off voucher. LOL~
Yea. Got there, got the buy 1 get 1 free promotion. Duh~ It's the same as using my voucher lor! End up I didn't use the voucher lah!
End up I got: -2 cleasing form -2 toner -2 essence -2 sunblock -2 make up base -2 body form.
DUH~!
After that went to AMK drive throuhg Mac and get our dinner. Than went to darling house. End up I dosed off. Was supposed to wake up at 2400 if I sleep. End up I sleep all the way till morning..
8:03 AM
Saturday, March 15, 2008 -
Chilling, lunch, smoking kakis =)
I Love Working!
11:01 PM
Friday, March 14, 2008 -
Gab sent me to work this morning.
Arghh~ Fucking tired. Didn'y really sleep. Heng brought my working attire out. So kinda chilled till morning. Than he sent me to work. Thanks Gab~!
Was so super slack can. No customers wanna listen to me! Only like 2? And aunties super like to cut my sales and take people away when they are obviously smiling at me! Crap~ Let me talk since they smile at me lah! Duh!
Reached there at like early? 10.45am.
Was searching for toilet to change my pants. Was wearing shorts. Ha. Searched for it like hell lah! Was at the basement toilet but ladies closed! Nabey! Saw toilet but only gents. Fuck.
Finally found it. Was talking to darling on the phone. Putting make up and stuffs. LOL. Than went back.
Was only like 1230 when I kinda got hungry?
When over to Bread talk. Was there super long and I couldn't find any I like. Than I saw the lady taking out my favourite bread from the oven! So I fake fake walk around thinking she'll put it on the shelf soon. Was there like 10mins but she aint done yet? Got pissed off with waiting. So went over to her and ask if I could have one of that?
Than went to paid for it.
Went to eat outside. Crap lah. Lonely la cb. Well at least the food was good! Hot and freash from the oven! Yum~
After eating went to 7eleven get drink. Couldn't find something that I like again! Than when I finally saw the one I liked, it was a different color. Than realised it's a different kinda flavour. Was searching high and low for it and I saw it! Was hiding behind the same brand kinda drink. Took it, and went outside to smoke.
Than got back to outlet and started selling.
Went for late lunch at like 4pm? Vid was nice and offered to accompany me go makan. Heh~ Went to Tori-Q and got the set lunch. Than went to our usual place for smoke there and eat.
After that Vid went to get some light food. As usual got back there lah.
After that went to get ice cream. And yeah~! Got discount. Ha~
Got back to store at like 1830pm? Almost off work liao! Crap. So quickly got back to work! LOL~ Crap ah?
So went back at 1900pm. Super happy. Went over to Far East there took a straight bus back to AMK with Vid. Hend got buddy. Ha. Cause she going look for her BF staying at AMK! Ha.
Was about to alight when she quarreled with BF.
Than she was asking to alight with me first. At least got accompany. Else she go there she alone wait for things happen. Than I offered to pei her to her BF house there lo. Ha.
End up chill till don't know what time than I go home liao. Fucking tired..
12:44 AM
Tuesday, March 11, 2008 -
Working at Takashimaya today.
Kena fuck 1st day there. CB! Irritating! I ask where to put bag. That bitch ask me ownself find place put. Say I can't see the place got alot box blocking locker meh? Ask me ownself find place put bag. Dulan like hell! End up I ownself for locker door open I fuck care ah!
Was super bored. Don't know anybody there. Hais. Having a change in environment is always like that. Always must make new friends one!
Aunties are always the best. Cause they'll always talk to you one. Ha.
So I was like walking around when I saw this cool shit..
It's so darn cute and sweet lah! Yea.
So I was like walking around. Than this girl around my age started talking to me. =) Than went for lunch. Talk talk talk than talk about knowing who and who blah blah blah.
Coolest shit was she was my friend's ex bf de ex gf. LOL~ Keep going out for smoking break. Started cam whoring... Heh~
Me, Nora auntie & Annabelle. =) Me & Annabelle =) Well, She was like darn sad cause tomorrow was her last day at Takashimaya. LOL~ Was like whining like hell lah. Ha. Than today got underage party also. Than we both also wasn't sure if we both wanna go underage party not. Ha.
End up went home liao lo..
9:33 AM
Saturday, March 8, 2008 -
Woke up super early for my work training today!
No calls no nothing. Don't even know if I'm meeting my bosses for training. They're like so weird lah. Ok fine. So I got prepared by 10am. Only to receive their call at about 9am plus saying to meet at 11am? Fuck so I went back to sleep a lil while more.
Ok.
Went down my house to wait. They were late lah!
Asked me walk over to coffee chop. Than saw 2 men standing beisde a car before I even reached the car park. Yea whatever. Than they were discussing to go AMK or Thomson. End up they decided to go Thomson instead.
Reached there. Talked about products and stuffs. Than went to the bread shop there sit and started training.
Ended about don't know what time lah. Darling came to fetch me up. Than went to his house nearby there get breakfast. That basterd forever not waiting for me to eat. NABEY!
After that went to his house. And soon I fell asleep... ... ...
Woke up at about 7pm? 8pm? And that bastard is gone. NABEY! Call and screwed him like fuck. Than soon he got home lah. LOL~
Went to Cine Leisure. Darling wanted have some good food. Than we actually had that don't know call what. Beside KFC one. Opened by Billy Bombers. Food was not bad lah..
I had a choc milkshake. Forever taking choc where ever and whenever I can! Darling's stupid normal coke. I said normal cause you could actually choose flavours one. Cool yea?
Ordered a cheesy dip. Was quite nice lah. Loved the onion rings like hell! Ha. Their nachos had like normal yellow and black in color can? Darling's having the black nachos in his mouth. =) His beef burger? With again black nachos.. My beef steak! I tell you.. The veg was darn hell good! Is so god darn different! Had a very super unique nice! Not even the least bit bitter! After dinner went to dam.
Was talking to darling's friends chilling there. Yeap.. Tried one kinda Marlboro cig that darling's friend was smoking. Quite nice lah actually. Ha.
Than we played some cool shit! Can't say. Else later people who go dam come my blog kena black listed when they see me there liao! Heh heh~
Than Jo and friends zao ready.
Left me and darling and uncle Mark. Ha. Was gonna go soon when 2 other guys were coming. Ok. So we kinda waited for ém to come. Was hell long can?
Ok. Finally one guy reached? Less pissed. At least the wait wasn't wasted. And they were so cute. Look what they did instead of drifting in their tofu car and WRX?..
Yea! Cool ah..
Yea. Soon I was super super tired. Went home liao. And the other guy didn't come eventually? Duh~
4:36 AM
Friday, March 7, 2008 -
Slept only 3 and a 1/2 hrs!
Crap lah. Went to wash up and stuffs and that dumb Serena haven't woken up! Cause I called her and she sounded as if she has just woken up lah.
Ok.
So I met her up at AMK central at 9am. 9Am ok! When interview actually starts at 11am. Ha.
So I kinda had porridge and Serena had the noodles lah. I couldn't finish can? Only had like 2/5 of the porridge? Or maybe 1/2? Yea. Smoked a few sticks before calling up Wei Liang informing we'll be going down early. LOL~! Cause we meet too early liao!
So took train to town. Meet Serena Bf up. Than went up to office.
Yea. So was chilling and wasting time when there was this 2 indian man that walked into the office.
Wei Liang settled ém down in the room. Walked outta the room and said that'll be our future bosses! I was like almost going crazy and I wanted so much to scream.
So Wei Liang was like ask us to go in interview one by one. I didn't wanna be the first one this time. No way! Though I've always liked being the first and stuffs but this time different. Cause the incident few days had already scare the shit outta me and one going into the room with me alone was madness!
Yea. It was finally my turn lah! Was nervous but I kept telling myself I've got to be brave enough so that I can beat the shit outta them! Well, they're kinda nice lah actually. Kept telling me I've got potential and stuffs. And even asked about how I would take the lead if they put girls under my lead.
Well, end up I got ''FORCED" by Wei Liang to take up the job lo! Yea. Fine. Serena didn't take up the job cause she was saying she didn't have the confidence to sell the products and stuffs. Humph~
After interview Serena wanted go AMK cause her bf wanted to book the driving practical course. Yea. Btut felt that it was too much of a hassle lah. Cuase called Chris and asked him help me book. Heh. Thanks Chris!!!!
So off we went to Bugis.
Went to Haji Lane shop a lil. Yes. I was angry. Was there at about 1pm? Still there were shops that were closed. That time with there with Dee and the others at about 8pm plus or 9pm? Shops were also closed. Fuck! It's either too late or too early. When can I be just nice?
Yea. I didn't really had a good time lor. Had been texting and having an arguement with baby since 1pm till like 6pm?
But I got a ear ring like this!
Cost $26.50 can? Believe it or not yes it is!
Than went back to Bugis. Was super hungry and dulan! Went to Pasta Mania eat. Has the new Japanese flavor pasta! Serena left like at 6pm plus? Cause bf mum not feeling well had to help her run some errands. Said will be back in about an hour. Yea. Than Chris meet me up have dinner. Went to V8. Ha.
After that went for a lil shopping. Well, didn't really get any shit lah.
End up got only chocs and hair products. LOL.
Than went over Serena's bf house look for them. Chill, smoke and talk a lil lah. Than darling said he coming out. So went to meet him liao. We went to Chomp Chomp have dinner. After that went down to dam.
Saw quite a few people there lah. LOL. After that went home liao. Cause having training tomorrow at 10am. I was home by 12.30am? On bed by 1am plus? But even till 3am, I haven't fell asleep.
Than baby texted me. Quarreled. Asked me to go down. Said he was waiting whole night for me. End up go down. Smoked. I didn't say a single word..
Said wanna end things.. Ok. Fine. I slowly walked away. Than he called out. Asking if he could have one final hug? Blah blah blah.
Don't gimme shit lah ah?
Don't even fucking cry twice! No use!
Got back to sleep lah anyway CB! Only had like only 3hrs left? NABEY!!!!
4:37 AM
Thursday, March 6, 2008 -
Slept late. Woke up early. Same thing everyday. Not sure why. Body tired wanna sleep more. But standard only sleep at 5am and auto wake up at 1pm? Crap..
As usual this happened today. So was using the net and stuffs lah.
When Ivan texted me asking me to call him. So I called. He once again asked me down to 555 chill lah. Saying the who came out already. Was talking to him when the both of ém talked about me. Was a lil reluctant. And still I agreed lah.
So went there. Smoked, talked and chill a lil. Ivan gave me watch some Chinese movie which I don't even know what the hell they were talking about cause it was in Cantonese. Left at about 7pm.
Slept late. Woke up early. Same thing everyday. Not sure why. Body tired wanna sleep more. But standard only sleep at 5am and auto wake up at 1pm? Crap..
As usual this happened today. So was using the net and stuffs lah.
When Ivan texted me asking me to call him. So I called. He once again asked me down to 555 chill lah. Saying the who came out already. Was talking to him when the both of ém talked about me.
Was a lil reluctant. And still I agreed lah.
So went there. Smoked, talked and chill a lil. Ivan gave me watch some Chinese movie which I don't even know what the hell they were talking about cause it was in Cantonese. Left at about 7pm.
Took a bus down to Bishan. Changed another bus and walked to darling's block. Well, no I aint looking for darling. Was there to look for Yen, Ling and Qi Liang. Cause it's his birthday today!!!
So I was busy eating chips there. Super hungry lah. Till food came and I started eating like hell? I admit I'm fat for a thousand times! ArghHHh~
Was bored lah when there was something entertaining that came along..
There was this 2 super "slim babes'' that came along. Saw ém once some time ago. LOL~And yes, we ''love'' each other. Cause they couldn't help not ''caring'' and ''loving'' us that they kept staring..
Yea. So unknowingly we were playing this super duper common game among young kids and teenagers this days called the 'staring' game? Well, I haven't been playing it for quite awhile. Not sure I'm still good at it?
Yea. Got sick of it after awhile. Cause it was boring lor!
So I stopped the game and played my own game. Talking sarcastically? Standing in a position that'll flaunt my figure? Showing ém WE have what they don't have? Blah blah blah..
Well, ok. So they left at about 10pm? We left at that time also lah. Ha.
And there was this 17year old guy who took my number.
Ok. So those ''slim babes'' reached the main road earlier than we did by like 5mins? But we managed to get into the cab within 3mins upon standing by the road. Wow~! Sorry ah. Took ya cab..
So all along I was texting with that 17year old guy. He's cute lah. Cause he said I was cute. Duh. Cause he's like younger than me. Plus I'm 18 liao still got people say I cute wor!!! So shy can..
So fetched Yen friend home first before all of us went over to Yen's block, intending to chill one.
Than Eddy called. Said he was with Yy and stuffs. So went over to fountain meet them up and a lil chat. Yea..
Sorry darlings for neglecting you guys! But real thanks for accompanying me yea? Love you Yen and Ling!..
Left at about 11.15pm? Reached home and bath and stuffs also already 1am liao? Was online ans Serena was like asking me me why haven't I slept? Cause the both of us were having an interview at office at 11am!
Ok. So I kinda slept at like 4am? Hee. Was talking to my dearest Hayden lah till I totally forgot about the time. Die lah!!!!
Yes Yes.. Happy birthday to my dearest Yy and Qi Liang~!
4:26 AM
Wednesday, March 5, 2008 -
Ok.
Plan today was to go to the police Station. Than head down to Haji Lane. But cause my extensions were like dropping lah! So I had to put in another plan which was to go down to City Plaza 1st after going to the Station than go Haji Lane.
End up woke up late. Rush rush rush. Was like super late! Sorry~
Bad thing happen! I wore wrong color underwear out! Was walking in the rain and realised that my HOT PINK underwear could de seen! Was wearing this cotton GUESS stripped tube dress! Told myself have to go buy underwear liao..
Went to do hair. There was this guy selling HP. He's cute lah. He was like "Hi, wanna but HP? Buy PSP? Buy blah blah blah? Buy Hp number?" Than I was like huh? What buy HP number? Duh!
After doing hair, Wendy, my dearest bf went to take out her extensions. Now more an more man liao! And me and Ling went to "Arnold's to have out lunch. That was when I missed him..
Ling kept saying, if only he didn't do things this way we could still have been friends. But considering what kinda guy he is. Stupid fuckup character he has and being brought up with no manners and integrity, having the absense of moral and ethical principles. Still acting as if he's only 16years old? This kinda friend who wants? You want?..
Nevermind...
After that was suppose to go Haji Lane one but it was raining! Couldn't go there liao. Couldn't meet up with Christine who is working at Bugis liao! Sorry Ee!! Thanks for ya concern too darling Christine!
End up took a bus straight down to Dee's house. Changed clothes, make up and stuffs and headed down to Zouk.
Yeap. I didn't do anything about my undearwear anyway.. LOL~
Took a bus to the MRT Station. End up Hayden said he was gonna reach in 10mins. Don't wanna Q and stuffs. So suggested taking cab down! LOL.
Uncle very cool. Asked him to drive a lil faster he say can't. Life is precious and blah blah blah. I didn't ask him to speed or race what! Just a lil faster will do. Duh~ Than I asked him get down I drive. Ha! Told him I was 18 and crap and lied that it was my birthday today! Got discount for cab fare. LOL! Uncle only charge us at 10bucks!!
Uncle was cute ok! I told him I haven't been to Zouk. He was like "Really meh?" I said ya! And he asked again, "really meh? How can it be?!" I said ya! Than he went.. " I also never go before.." CRAP~!~!
Yes. It wasn't my birthday lah. Was Hayden's birthday today!
Smoked a stick. And got into the club. At first was kinda bored. Don't know what to do. Chit chat. Watch 'em play games and stuffs. Than asked Dee wanna go dancefloor not. Saw Edwin there! LOL~
Was drinking.. Was dancing.. Was talking.. Was looking..
I wanna learn Mambo! It's so cute. But R&B's still nicer? Heh.
Ok. Things started to get a lil messy there?
There was this ang moh who walked pass. Than saw me. Started to dance beside me. Had his hands around our shoulders for a short moment trying to talk to me and Dee but we couldn't understand his language. He even used his bum to hit against me lah!
There was this uncle who asked if he could dance with me and Dee? Dee pulled me into the circle and I went straight to Hayden and dance with him. Heh heh. But he was still there k! With the ang moh.
But disappeared soon lah anyway. But than came 3 cubby guys who kept looking at me! Darn!
Saw some bitch there. But didn't have a chance to see 'em dance. Shit de.
After Zouk ended, went up to Phuture. But only for awhile nia la. Saw her there! Purposely danced infront of her! Look at her face change man! So cute!!!! I'm proud of myself k. Thanks Dee for being my dance partner! Your so cool~
Ok. Got outta club. While walking, there was this ang moh again! Gave me his name card and asked me to mail him. Ha! Doubt I will? But what his selling sounds kinda cool la! Lychee Vodka in black?!
Ok. Yea. Really get outta club le. Saw that ang moh again! The one who used his bum to hit me! He was standing behind all of us. Dee and the others were saying he was waiting for me.. Duh~ No way!
Was sitting by the road. Had chairs behind. Got 2guys. Talking about me! Saying I look like Jolin once again!!!! For the 17429times I'm shouting this out to everybody! I'M EMILYNN! NOT JOLIN! Sad can~
Ok. Got into the cab with one of Hayden's friend.
The guy who said I looked like Jolin wanted my number. But cause he wasn't those kinda guys you'll only see once. Also not not kinda once missed you won't be able to catch kinda hunk. And lastly cause I love my darling bf too much I said no.. LOL~!
The uncle was so cool! Another great uncle at work!..
Cause me and Dee were like complaining about that guy giving us only 10bucks for cab fare when it has reached 15bucks plus at his place!
Than uncle say should have kicked his car. He will help us one. LOL~ And his really cool. Was talking about learning about Mambo. And he said can teach us for free! But told us to form up our own moves wil be cooler lah! And his actually a photographer!
He has given us his name card! His gonna teach Dee photography and take me as his model!!! But his work's all in Japan and I'll be travelling and staying there. I'm so excited!! I can't wait. It'll be in June...
Uncle will call me up for coffee soon! Yippeee~
Been super super happy today!
Know where I finally stand lah.. Been approached for modelling.. Blah blah blah.
Lastly.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR HAYDEN~ MWAHS..
Thanks for inviting me to the party. Else we wouldn't have met the uncle and be given all the oppotunities!! Thanks dear!
6:45 AM
Tuesday, March 4, 2008 -
Planned to go shopping liao with Dee and Ling.
Went to town shopping.
After getting down the bus got into Future state and brought 2 dresses! Not sure if that was an impulse buying cause it was really cheap lah! Plus I really needed casual dresses. Cuase it wouldn't mush of a hassle compared to matching ya top and bottom yea?
Than went shopping and stuffs lah. Than headed down to Heeren. Wanted eat the Wanton Noodles. But closed can! Sadded~ Than shopped a lil before heading down to Cine Leisure. That crazy Dee bought like 400gms of Famous Amos? Cause she always buy back sis and people will eat. Duh~
Than shopped a lil. Before getting back to the topic of having what for dinnner. Was supposed to have pasta. But I had this super duper big craving for Tappan Yaki. Than went in lo.
Dee didn't really like the set meals there lah.
And we were really super troublesomeI admit. Cause the waiter said we could change things we dont want to somethinng else. And we did. And everytime I asked, She'll tell me, "Gimme a second. I go check I tell you again.."
And she went to n flo like many times?
Was taking a long time deciding what to eat. Even wanted to leave but shy. But end gota each ourselves a mean dish such as rice or udon and a side dish..
I got myself a apple and peach juice.. Was really good I think. Dee's mango juice. Ling lychee with nata de coco juice? Forgot lah.. Was really healthy ah? All got juices today.. Heh~ No more slimming sour juices.. Cool lah!
Ok. We waited for hell before our food came. Was really really hungry can?..
I ordered the garlic brown rice. Saw the chief cooking for other costumer and got really tempted by it! Must try it I told myself! End up wasn't really anything special lah. But it was ok. Wasn't awful..
Follow by Dee's chicken udon. Which is also what Dee say.. "carrot cake"! Cause it really tasted like one. But please.. it was really nice! Tasted a lil like carrot cake lah. But yea. It's good. Must try! And this is Ling's chicken something. Fogot again.. Heh. Same as Dee lah. Just that noodle different. And this tasted like another food too! I forgot once again.. I'm so sorry. But this shit's good ok! Must Must Try~! Ok. After that went back to AMK cnetral chill a lil while.
Was sad cause I went to buy cigs and once again they didn't wanna check my IC!
Chilled a Mac. Talk shit and stuffs. Pestering 'em go 252. So that we might have a chance to bump into those hotties again! LOL~
Was there when Dee friend called her. Duh~ There was this uncle who wanted my number! Fuck it can..
So tried to pester BF down. Than headed down to Dee's block there. Cuase she wants to put things at home.
Well, was walking there. And when we were about to reach, saw this indian man in formal wear behind this thin tree lor. Well, we reckon that he was probably peeing there or something. And didn't care much..
So went downstair Dee block chill chill first. Her mum was downstair doing some stuffs but headed home after awhile.
Than we all notice the same indian man walking around lor! And he was this same hand action around his dick area!
Told the others and we all realised he was masturbating lah!!!!
My super man BF was so man! Immediately sat beside me. Had her hands on my head pulling me away from his sight. I kinda peeped at him and saw was doing the praying action. And with his 2 hands up, nothing was covering his dick! And yea I admit.. I saw everything!
FUCK THAT MOTHER FUCKER SON OF A BITCH THAT DOES NOTHING BUT FUCKS HIS MOTHER AT HOME THE WHOLE DAY BASTERD!..
Sorry. I had to let that out..
After that went to hunt for him. But to no avail.. Duh~ Must be BF scare him away by saying police.. Humph..
Yea. Went up to Dee house.
Were talking shit. Than she showed me pictures of those models and some stupid stuffs. LOL~ And yea, they aint hot can? *JEALOUS*
When it was 3am. Left Dee's house and headed down to 252. Ha. 1/2 way through Dee tummyache. So plan canceled. LOL~ So walked home home liao. Left Linf for less than 5mins called her liao. Cause very scary! She didn't pick up so tried alling Dee. Heh. Heng got she to accompany talk on the phone.
Well, so I was kinda smoking downstair my house hoping to see 'em. But no I didn't. Than suddenly called back and we talked. LOL~
Ya la ya lah. I owe Dee 1 cuppa hot milo! LOL~
Was talking to 'em in MSN for a lil while before going to sleep liao..
I am so disappointed..
5:40 AM
Monday, March 3, 2008 -
Ivan called me up. Yea. Wanted meet me chill a lil while at 555. Well, had to meet dearesr Chris as well to pass him my O levels's certificate for the job..
Yea. So went to bath, do up hair and everything than weny to meet Chris.
Yea. Went downstair to have a stick first. And darn was kinda like drizzling like that like. Fine. Luckily dearest Chris offered to come pick me. So waited for him at smoking area, than took a bus down to AMK central.
After photocopying my certificate, went to to look for Ivan liao.
Well, he was at this tattoo shop la. Darn scary can! Asked me in to look at this Indian guy having his hand tattooed! And crap I saw hell lotsa blood!
Ok.
Baby said he wanted to meet me.
Dee also texted me saying BF(Wendy) asked if I wanna go jogging with 'em. Well, seems like a good day cause I've been wanting to go exercise but didn't know when would be a good day. Cause been super bisy with shopping plans and stuffs. Yea..
So reached home at about 9pm plus.
Than meet Baby at like 10.30pm? Went to drive-through Mac at AMK. Chilled there. Ask Bf and Dee down too. Drank like choc milkshake? Ate a lil fries? Than Baby fetched us back to my home. Had to change into my tee and shorts.
So up I went to get myself changed. Was in my ex-sec sch PE tee and my red shorts k! Darn fucking casual. In that kinda state that you people won't even take a second look at me. Hais~
Passed Dee my cig, and phone. But didn't pass her any money. So I was broke lah! Dammit~
So we started jpgging pass the church, down passing by the temple and petrol station. Than both of 'em got a drink. On our way out saw this really cute driver in a black rex? He went for a car wash. But BF said she saw girl beside the car leh. FINE~ Than we zao ready.. Went to 220. Do what? Chit Chat~!
Thinking if we're really out to jog or chat yea?
So after chatting about SOMEBODY! That old brainless idiot lah! Bf went to get some shuttle run done. Than after that we went to do some stretching done and started to REALLY exercise yea?
Was really funny yea?
We were trying to run laps. So we would run to 1 end n do 10 push ups. Than run back and rest for like few mins? Than get back there and have the push ups done.
Were doing out push ups when we saw this Celica running outta the car park.
So 3 of us simply jumped up and pretended to be doing some stretching instead of being on the ground!
Yea yea. Got really bored. Wanted to head home at about 3am?
So BF and Dee were like walking me back home.. Saw Slow Mr Snaily on our way home. =)
Than Dee suggested going to have supper at block 252. Which in opposite my block only.. Yeap. So went there to have some prata. Yum~
Well, on our way back we had some really cute pictures taken..
Me and Dee by the road. It's as we were so puny and the world is so darn big. Yeap. Infact it really is..
Our shadows.. It's so darn style right? Extreme left is my dearest BF liao! So man can?! Follow by Dee holding the phone. And me.. =)
Me and BF looked really lesbo lah.. She's like my men! Sweet can?!!!!! After prata, Dee made this for me! With the plate of sugar and using the curry to make this out.. After that wented to back home liao..
Was walking back. In the middle of the road.. When we saw this 2 car drove me with super cute drivers!!!! Was sitting downstair my block 1st than. Spying on 'em. And saw 4 of 'em going to the coffeshop!
All of us were pissed can! After we left got cuties go there! And I suggested going back of cause. After going back home get some cash for drinks..
Yea. And got dammit. We were chilling there with only a cup of hot milo drank by Wendy. BF went to the toilet and we follow suit.. Than went out to sit. Sat kinda near them? But main reasom was cause I wanna smoke so gotta sit at the smoking area k!
Were chatting when BF notive this malay man sititng on the chair with his head lying on the table as if he was on drugs or drunk. Yea. And she was like saying she was gonna see if that man's gonna fall.
So was chatting.. Bio-ing those guys and stuffs.. Yes. I was caught looking. As well as them k! They kept looking at us! Were enjoying the look here and back game, when SUDDENLY.. .. .. *Ping Piong Piang* Tha man fell to the ground. Everyone was staring!
The hotties were talking to the auntie selling drink and said they were gonna call the police. So sweet and responsible can.
Yea. Blah blah blah..
They left at 4am. As well as us. Duh~ Sad!
Slept at around 6am. Tired!
8:55 AM
Sunday, March 2, 2008 -
Slept at like 6am this morning. Was so bored and energetic? Got hungry as usual. Didn't know if i should cook noodles not! Duh~
Ok. I know this sounds stupid. But guess what? I cooked 1/2 a pack of noodles. After cooking, it looked so darn lil to me. But I told myself I must go on diet. And I shoudn't eat that much! So I ate that 1/2 pack of noodles.
After eating I was still hungry! And yes. I did what you guys think of.. Which was to cook the other 1/2 pack of noodles. Darn~ Should have cooked 1 whole pack instead. Lest wasting my time, effort and trouble..
Another stupid thing happen.
Was about to sleep. But was troubled by the news. Kept thinking about it. Than I consoled myself to sleep, telling myself even though I should be afraid. But now that I'm at home, one reason I shouldn't worry was that that 'Nasi Lemak Plus Curry' will not break the windows and get into the house to kill me.
After after I thought of that, there was this super loud noise which resembles people trying to break the windows but couldn't get through cause there's the metal grills that couldn't be broken!
I was telling myself, yes, thanks to my brain that I'm gonna die this second..
I stood up and looked. And realised the sound came from the fan! Fuck shit! Yeap. Spoilt~ *GOOD GAME* Slept without the fan than. Heng Mrs Nice Mummy who woke up at 6am plus took the fan out from granny's room for me. =)
So I was sleeping..
Woke up at 2pm?
Was at home all the way till night. Went down to have a few sticks and to transfer cash to seller before coming back home.
Pathetic.. Its Sunday and darling's not out with me. Darlings didn't text me too. I miss not only darling, but also my other darlingS!
Darling's got more important things to do in camp. Yea.
I'm so worried. I'm so scared. And most importantly I miss my dearest darling. Happy 2years9mths. =) I'm missing you.. ='( Let's all pray hard that darn man gets caught soon can?
And yes, though I don't wanna say this(cause some idiot's involved), but I hope everybody's gonna be safe!
And yes, you can see how much I hate you that I want you dead! You idiot! Son of a bit*h!
1:02 AM
Saturday, March 1, 2008 -
Met up with Shine at AMK central to get Yy her birthday present.
Yeah~ I'm so super darn late I know! LOL~
After getting the present. Met my younger brother. Got him to pass me something 1st before going elsewhere. Ha~ Keep forgetting bring stuffs out. Cause helped baby get the zippo refiller.
Than headed down to the BBQ.
Yes. Was kinda bored there I admit. Didn't know anyone there. Didn't know what to do as well. Duh~
Shine was like keep complaining cause I made her laugh and she droped her balls to her stud?! And for that I got nagged at for like an hr? Gosh~
Shine at 9.15pm? Left me alone. Well, not really alone I guess? Was with one of Yy's friend. Yea. Chat a lil. But no matter what they still belong to another group. Kinda felt so super alone. Yea, BBQ only started after we got back! Cool yea.
Left at about 10pm?
Baby picked me up. Than accompanied him go play pool. Same same lah. Did nothing there. Than went to eat.Reached house area at about 2am? Went to transfer cash to seller but machine couldn't do so! Dammit~ Waste my effort go there! Waste my time also! Must go another time. Fuckshit!
Oh ya, some idiots "COPIED" me use this darn word. Please! You don't even use such words! Go use infrontta ya gf? Tell her you learnt it from me? LOL! Fuck you!
Well, I was cleaing up some stuffs after bathing. Than saw 2 small lil piece of shit. Think I'm gonna do something stupid this few days. I'll video it down lah! LOL~
Cam-whored a lil with my lil brother since he was dressed so nicely today. ha~
Show you a video of him shuffle-ing. Cause there's me and darling's name on it. We made him do it! LOL~
12:26 PM
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