} Emilynn :D my love for you <#3

Went to work. Manage to fight for the same old place. =) Yes!!!

The day hasn't been a good one infact. Met the usual people. Guess that was the only happy thing? Like how they tried to be stupid? And how they tried to make me smile when they kinda had a feeling I wasn't in the best of mood?

Every week he asks me 'What's ya plan tonight?'
My answer would always be 'No plans leh.'
And he ask again 'Then what will you be doing tonight?'
And I'll go.. 'Home to sleep.'

And today he said to me. 18 years old and your're like a piece of blank paper. As much as I wanted to start arguing and defending myself, I stopped. And I said yea..

I use to be out at this time. Pubbing? Clubbing? Chilling? Anywhere out in this world. Now? Home? Crap..

He went on.. 'Don't allow yourself to be tied to something. There's still many things out there for you.'

I don't know know what. It made me start thinking again. It's true. There's so much I wanna do. But why am I not? I don't know..

Got back home. Went down to smoke again. Pondering over stuffs. I guess I've finally sorted things out. Darell said 'I see you like that like very xin ku.'

Perhaps all these while there hasn't been much understanding provided. We've been wanting too much of each other(I hope I'm right). It's either too lil or too much love. Things should get better so that we'll both be happier.

I'm sorry for everything..

Ference was acting all weird today. Usually he doesn't reply when I text him the sales report. Today he did. And got all muchy in words. God. I couldn't stand it and I told him he was acting all weird and he f off. =p

Was online for 1min when some idiot pissed me off.

rafa0677@hotmail.com says:
hi

❤Lynn - Innocence says:
u are?

rafa0677@hotmail.com says:
im ralfy and u

rafa0677@hotmail.com says:
where r u from

❤Lynn - Innocence says:
how did u get my email?

rafa0677@hotmail.com says:
i was gonna ask you the same

❤Lynn - Innocence says:
u added me

rafa0677@hotmail.com says:
i thought u added me

rafa0677@hotmail.com says:
where r u from and how old r u

❤Lynn - Innocence says:
i think its easier for me to know since i've never ever added anyone in msn before

❤Lynn - Innocence says:
since that's e case let's delete each other then =)

rafa0677@hotmail.com says:
wait

❤Lynn - Innocence says:
yes?

rafa0677@hotmail.com says:
dont go

rafa0677@hotmail.com says:
we can get to know each other

rafa0677@hotmail.com says:
im ralfy n u r ?

❤Lynn - Innocence says:
nah
pointless
but thks for e offer =)

❤Lynn - Innocence says:
bye

I think there's a problem with MSN is it? How come people do not know they've added someone? Or they really didn't? BUG!!!! Crap.

I wanna start studying real soon. I'm tired of working. I wanna start doing something about my life. Hmm. If only I can not do anything at all. =p I don't seem to be saving at all! Help me. Duh~!

I miss him hell lots..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIDI!!! =D
(It's my youngest bro's bnirthday today. =))