The minute we met up, things were so weird. Not the usual stuffs at all. Things seems changed. Everything seems weird. Things being done were weird too. It wasn't like how we use to. Perhaps I'm thinking too much.
Went back home after sending him to work. Watched tv and stuffs. Was supposed to go clubbing with Xiao Bai. End up never go didn't inform me till I asked her. Fine. Just nice Vid asked me go clubbing too.
Was waiting for her when Nadia called too. =)
Ok. Just got to know that Granny's hospitalised. ='( I didn't know why but it got me really all worried. Somehow I could feel the pain Granny's going through and she's so old, I just can't bare leeting her undergo the operation. It's so hurtful! I'm really scared.. I'm really worried.
Somehow all the bad things are happening.. I'm reallly afraid of losing more things.
Clubbing was great fun.
I admit I tried putting things behind. Trying not to think and stuffs. But somehow I couldn't forget things. I went a lil over in drinking. Cause things in club wasn't good either. I was sad. SAD!
I understood what he meant. But I didn't understand his pain. And now I really do when things are on me. I'm afraid of losing granny.. Like how painful it was when I lost grandpa. And how hard I cried when I thought the pain was over when my classmates hugged me in class.
I asked myself where was I when she was hospitalised.. I was out having fun, having no idea at all what had happened.
Somehow I felt like I've lost everything, things that're important to me, things I treasure most. Including him...
I admit it was a lil too much. I was just afraid I wouldn't get the chance anymore. I'm not moving cause I'm afraid I'll fall. I don't wanna do or say anything. ily..
Come notice me
And take my hand
So why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so smallI guess
I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so smallI guess
I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry
Ohhhh
At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so smallI guess
I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby
After all...After all...
I admit I tried putting things behind. Trying not to think and stuffs. But somehow I couldn't forget things. I went a lil over in drinking. Cause things in club wasn't good either. I was sad. SAD!
I understood what he meant. But I didn't understand his pain. And now I really do when things are on me. I'm afraid of losing granny.. Like how painful it was when I lost grandpa. And how hard I cried when I thought the pain was over when my classmates hugged me in class.
I asked myself where was I when she was hospitalised.. I was out having fun, having no idea at all what had happened.
Somehow I felt like I've lost everything, things that're important to me, things I treasure most. Including him...
I admit it was a lil too much. I was just afraid I wouldn't get the chance anymore. I'm not moving cause I'm afraid I'll fall. I don't wanna do or say anything. ily..
Come notice me
And take my hand
So why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so smallI guess
I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so smallI guess
I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry
Ohhhh
At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so smallI guess
I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby
After all...After all...
