I reached AMK. Whet to look for Yen. I said I was bored. No. I wasn't really. I was trying to keep myself busy. But somehow I couldn't. Looking at how busy she was I went away. Got down the bus when it started to rain.
Somehow I didn't wanna go home. Like how I use to do things when I'm down, I wanted to go to the swing but it was raining badly. There I sat. Quietly pondering over stuffs.
Just somehow I couldn't stop thinking about the words that were said. It was hurtful. It was painful. It was everything. I didn't knew it would hurt this way. I thought it'll be gone soon before I even know. But it didn't. I thought it'll be over after a kiss. I thought it'll be over after a hug. I thought it'll be over after a night. But still it haunted me.
I'm guilty of it.
After 2hrs, I still couldn't get an answer. There I watched the rain fall. I told myself I'm not going anywhere before I have an answer. As I cleared my inbox I came upon the same old usual sad text. Since it was so easy for words to be said that time, it sould be easy to handle this time too.
I was wrong. It fell, I walked away..
I'm sorry I made you feel all that all the way. But it's not true. You've always been wanted. You've always been missed. You've always been loved. It aint that you aint good enough. It's also not that you're bad. But you're too good to be true. And it all seems like it aint real at times. If it's gonna be like for awhile only kinda thing.
It's you infact. If I'm actually even there? If I actually even exits since day one. If I've actually even replaced the previous. If I'm even a sub. Cause ya entries said so.
But you've never been all that.
I guess it's all over this time round.
I've no idea where we're at..
Somehow I didn't wanna go home. Like how I use to do things when I'm down, I wanted to go to the swing but it was raining badly. There I sat. Quietly pondering over stuffs.
Just somehow I couldn't stop thinking about the words that were said. It was hurtful. It was painful. It was everything. I didn't knew it would hurt this way. I thought it'll be gone soon before I even know. But it didn't. I thought it'll be over after a kiss. I thought it'll be over after a hug. I thought it'll be over after a night. But still it haunted me.
I'm guilty of it.
After 2hrs, I still couldn't get an answer. There I watched the rain fall. I told myself I'm not going anywhere before I have an answer. As I cleared my inbox I came upon the same old usual sad text. Since it was so easy for words to be said that time, it sould be easy to handle this time too.
I was wrong. It fell, I walked away..
I'm sorry I made you feel all that all the way. But it's not true. You've always been wanted. You've always been missed. You've always been loved. It aint that you aint good enough. It's also not that you're bad. But you're too good to be true. And it all seems like it aint real at times. If it's gonna be like for awhile only kinda thing.
It's you infact. If I'm actually even there? If I actually even exits since day one. If I've actually even replaced the previous. If I'm even a sub. Cause ya entries said so.
But you've never been all that.
I guess it's all over this time round.
I've no idea where we're at..
