Met Baby up at night. Went for movie. Then went back to my place.

Perhaps it's only after you've been through things then will you realise the pain and feelings involved.
We always say yes we do understand. Infact we don't. The feelings you have there are merely sympathy, fear and blah blah blah. But not real pain, real sadness.
Well, this lesson was a good one. I finally know and feel all the pain involved. The sadness of being alone in the hospital. The fear of being injected time and again, results of scans. It was terrible. I couldn't remember just how many times I cried. And how much fear I had within me.
We always say yes we do understand. Infact we don't. The feelings you have there are merely sympathy, fear and blah blah blah. But not real pain, real sadness.
Well, this lesson was a good one. I finally know and feel all the pain involved. The sadness of being alone in the hospital. The fear of being injected time and again, results of scans. It was terrible. I couldn't remember just how many times I cried. And how much fear I had within me.