} Emilynn :D my love for you <#3

Met Baby up after his school at Town and went to Wheelock have his hp serviced. Then at that point of time called to check if I'll be able to locate my boss.

Ok. So the worst shit has come. Job's gone. Company's down. Boss not doing anything. Pay's gone. =)

And what have you guys done? NOTHING.

You know, I was so free! I don't have to work tomorrow. I was browsing through the web. And I realised I've been a FUCKING TOTAL IDIOT! You have all the money in the world and you used it to please your gf instead of returning it to me. And can still tell me got no money! What are you guys doing???

I've got so much shit inside me that I wanna say. But I know words are gonna hurt, and money's a sensitive issue so I chose to remain silent. But seems like you guys are taking advantage of me.

All this while, you took lil lil advantage of me. Everyone saw, I kept quiet. When you need money can beg. Now? I want it back my turn to beg? Hell with you !

Ahh fuck. I've got so many things running through my brain I don't know what is what.

All these shit! CRAP! I'm bursting. I'm exploding. I can't help but cry..

Yen, thanks so much for today. I thought I'll just pop by to say 'hi'. But you suggested to talk after ya work. Was really sweet. Thanks for all ya advises and support. And always being there for me no matter what!

Thanks Auntie Ann! Called up just to ask how's everything and even asked if I needed help. Provided me with solutions and stuffs.

And yes Baby. Thanks for talking things out for me and everything. Well, you did cheer me up alot. Thanks so much!

Chatted in MSN. Nobody know's what's going on cause I refuse to talk. PM's all changing for me. "Cheer up Lynn", "Smile", blah blah blah.. It didn't help, seriously..

Just don't talk would do the trick. Stop trying to cheer me up. At times you're saying the wrong thing that would trigger that tap. So please don't take the risk to say anything. Cause I'll rather be alone..

I don't know...

Stop it..