Steph's at work today! =) Cause she only work during Fri and on weekends. And yea, since she was the only one who's sober that day at The Arena, so told us SO MANY stuffs that me and See Yee don't even know actually happened!
1. So See Yee actually puked on me! So the stain on my shirt was from her. Duh~!
2. And See Yee's photo's were actually taken by Steph when she was so dead drunk!
3. And See Yee took a video of me and Steph dancing!
$. Baby and me quarreled. =P
Blah blah blah.. Had such a good laugh today!
After work went to get present then to Clarke Quay look for Baby.
Then they had to talk about that day's happening. And yea, come to know she's been ban. Yes, I'm not happy at all. Why? Cause I want her to get all the bad shit based on what she has done. No doubt she did something wrong. But why did she? Cause of this problem? And who's involved? Me and others. Somehow, it's my fault.
Forget it.
Reached home and I got such a big surprise from mummy.. =)
That was so darn sweet! It's nice! Aww~
Hmm. I'm having a hard time sleeping. Worser than usual.
Somehow words you've said kept running thoough my ears. Memories of everything just kept flashing. And everything, yes everything, just continue to allow the insecurity to worsen.
The day we met.
Things you've done.
Surprises that you've given.
Effort that were shown.
Sacrifices that were made.
Mistakes that were made.
Words that you've said.
Promises that were made and broken.
You did all that to me, when you had her. All the sweet things that were done before our day, you had her. After everything ended, this shit came. Settled it was, but I didn't feel good about everything. You said all that had happened is true. But I'm just afraid..
Did you really mean what you say that day? Or were those words being said in a moment of anger? Were those really the truth? Tell me.. Why are words always being left unspoken?.. It's not suppose to hurt this way..
Everytime I think of the bad shit, somehow it just seems to overrule the good stuffs. And then I'll tell myself I'm just being pessimistic. And it all seems to go away as though I've just burst a bubble. But it does come back..
Sigh~ Everything's gonna be alright. =) It's all gonna be better as the days go by. As long as we're both putting in effort, it'll sure work.
If only good things will never come to an end.
If only there wasn't such thing called dreams.
If only there wasn't such a thing called fake.
If only love was all around..
