Don't wanna talk about anything at all. =) So blah blah blah... Went to here and there then back home.

After I got off the bus, I totally blast. I didn't know controlling was that terrible and I felt that way throughout the journey home. And yeap, controlling that H2O with a lil of NaCl and mucus and a lot of antibodies and plenty of lysozyme was so god darn hard that I had to let it out. =''''(

I've never felt this way before.

All the effort, time, energy and everything I've sacrificed for 'em seems to have gone down the drain. My bad..

Ok. I'm so sorry for being a total idiot that made you guys pissed off. Perhaps I should have mind my business instead of poking my nose into other people's business and affairs. I shouldn't have spared a thought for any of you giving you people a chance to be angry with me. Sorry..

I finally had the feeling of running back to home instead of my usual practice of staying away from home..