} Emilynn :D my love for you <#3

Plan was to go watch AVP2, than head down to some place to watch fireworks with darling. Than Serena called to ask if there was any plans. So movie as definately out for her. Her bf had something on. So told her meet at Marina MRT station and sit there watch the fireworks.

Bad enough. Serena was too late. Got caught in a jam and headed to her guy's home 1st. I was better. I got stuck at around Esplanade and watched the whole fireworks. Cool.

After that fetched her up and went to have supper with both of 'em and Jon and his gf.

As soon as the clock struck 12, I couldn't felt any better. Cause it was exactly a month left to my 18th birthday and I just felt so super excited.

And it set me thinking...

What kinda girl would I actually become in future. I've grown up! Would I start having flings and kinda shit? Would I start going to private parties and get fucking drunk and wasted? Would I be more open to that that extend I walk around in the room with just a bra and panty? Hmm...

Well, being 18 is not the only reason I felt good. Cause it's actually a brand new year today! And I was thinking I would actually embrace '08 with a hug and a smile, forgets past's shit and let's start things anew.

Yup... I guess I finally reckon I'll have a new year resolution.

Which is: Forgive every past shit and start things anew. I'm gonna start forgiving people who had let me down, hoping things would be better.

But I'm sorry...
Cause I'm not gonna let some fucking loser off.
You fuck shit...

Yes.
I will put no password.
I will change no add of mine.
I will let you see what you wanna see.